beat of my heart

fortyfirst

2006-02-10T17:09:00.000+08:00

all that you've done is so unbelievable,now that it's gone it's so inconceivable,here in my dreams,you are so damn beautiful,how could it be when you ruined my everything,everything,everything...-m2m

fourtieth

2006-02-06T17:01:00.000+08:00

went to see shawn's blog today.it's so cool!!!!!he's so hot!and i made a comment since sexae did too.haha.preparing for ca's...it's coming...that soon...

thirtyninth

2006-02-05T10:52:00.000+08:00

watched memoirs of a geisha and i not stupid too 2 already.i cried like 4 times while watching i not stu...and i think shawn was so hot in the show.haha.memoirs of a geisha is also very nice lah,but the english so lousy so they had to put english subtitles if not nobody knows what they saying.zhang ziyi looked so innocent and i'm surprised she could actually capture a guy's attention with one look.AMAZING!and that guy crashed...haha.CA's are coming and i'm trying to pull up my socks...not literally...

thirtyeighth

2006-02-02T21:43:00.000+08:00

sry i haven't been posting.the passwords back so i'm like limited.anyway,HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!everyone!anyway,i'm busy shifting hse yeah and i'm still FLUNKING!!!!

thirtyseventh

2006-01-22T14:22:00.000+08:00

my fren came to visit me again.i hate it.it's irrating me.anyway,i hope it leaves before wednesday and will stop bugging me.i'm so tired because of him/her.and i got lots of hw...i'm still flunking geog.i think i need tuition.

thirthysixth

2006-01-20T18:52:00.000+08:00

hi,i'm recovering frm the not postings anymore.okey,so i've chosen to join odac though i was encouraged to join track.haha.i think i tore my muscle.real pain...oh,and i'm in red house.so red house rock everyone!thought that i would go into yellow house.haha.i'm flunking.still.

thirtyfifth

2006-01-15T10:08:00.000+08:00

a draw with blackburn,then 3-1 defeat by manchester city.oh boy MU gna flunk soon.at least they're still 2nd in the premiership and i can't believe arsenal thrashed middlesbrough 7-0.haha.i'm going balls.anyway,sunderland wants to defeat chelsea which i say may be possible but they are way down so who knows?and arielene told me that alan smith needed stitches on his head because the goalkeeper bang into him.i'm not sure but he's so poor thing...

thirtyfourth

2006-01-15T09:55:00.000+08:00

i'm back!it's real now.haha.anyway,my father dismantled the com because my bro used it like hell and he totalled chinese,ok and then he frowned like for days and my daddy always would give in to him after like the whole big thing happens and including a long lecture.sch has been gd so far.everything is like so into place and i'm hoping that i would be able to cope...so my form teacher is ms mazlind.she's weird and she only teaches us math.she said she likes us to be crazy and she loves mentioning acsi.well,i think she just can't help it since she used to teach there.and bryan doesn't even know who she is!!!poor me.and my eng teacher is mrs vincent,so i'm sotong sarah(jessica's fault)...my science teacher is mrs tan aye leng and she taught my mom b4.so that sucked and the more suckier thing is she remembers my mom...so dead...my lit teacher...act. i haven't really had a single lit lesson so i dunno who my teacher is.haha.my history teacher frm mr chan to the relief teacher ms vani to ms kala.weirdo.and my higher mt teacher is tan poh yoke and she loves to tell us how we shld address her.c'mon...and geog is mr jiow.haha.everybody thinks he's very funny.and he talks with the australian accent and we talk with the singaporean accent but he doesn't understand us.and he brought his son to cca orientation...so cute his son not him and he's in charge of odac.and i signed up for 3 ccas.badminton,track and odac.i'm still wondering where i've gone wrong...

thirtythird

2006-01-01T17:14:00.000+08:00

happy new yr everyone!ok so it's a new yr,new colour font.haha.anyway,my new yr resolution:may everyone be blessed with happiness,love and peace...ok and i'm also so happy that MU thrashed bolton 4-1.they are still rockin'.bet they would better in the new yr!haha.they just rock.

thirtysecond

2005-12-31T12:09:00.000+08:00

watched narnia already.it was so nice.i like peter and his unicorn.it was so white.haha.2 sons of adam and 2 daughters of eve.so weird.like as though adam could give birth.anyway i hated edmund at first.thought he sucked so much.he was so irratating.telling the white witch everything.he's so greedy...hmm...hate him.aslan was like so mighty,lucky he didn't die on that stupid stone tablet.hate bad characters although in real life they are not that bad.oh ya,i watched it in toa payoh entertainment centre.hahas not supposed to go there but we promised we didn't step into the amusement centre.we were playing big fish,small fish.so fun...bringing back the memories frm jelly's christmas partae..hahas..something i'm never able to forget.anyway,i feel like watching narnia again...haha.know its a waste of money but who cares...i think i'll get the pirated dvds...

thirtyfirst

2005-12-30T08:38:00.000+08:00

my hairstyle is like so weird.well,at least the length is still there.okeyys,will be time i'm going back to school again.hahas.and on top of that,i'll be moving house.to amk central 3.hmm,i'm too lazy too shift but at least we got almost everything painted except the master bedroom.and my mom is crazy bout the toilet.and when i got to sec sch,i dunno what cca to take up.well all my choices are sports:tennis,track and badminton.sigh*and yesterday while we were at sakae sushi having dinner,my eldest bro told me that MU drawed with birmingham.i can't believe it.and i seriously thought he was lying.lets talk bout my christmas prezzies.there are so little but nvm.yanquan:file and pens and highlighters.jessica:monkey photo frame.ama:this test tube with frens forever in it.mummy:god is love cushion.eldest bro:roxy bag.natalie:keychains and choc.these are the nice pple who bothered to give me prezzies.but some gave me cards so i can't probably say they are bad...haha.

thirtieth

2005-12-29T08:50:00.000+08:00

gonna cut my hair today...like layer it and thin it and i'm still clueless to what i'm gonna do to my fringe.at least i know i'm not planning to cut it short.hate short hair...and its a rest day for everyone since nobody has to stop by my new house to paint or clean.at least my room's been done...the colour is cactus flower.haha.it sounds weird.its sorta like hot pink,like my converse shoe.and i just washed my converse shoe yesterday bcos it was so dirty.and yesterday i watched ANTM.i'm rooting for kyle.i think she rocks.and sarah shld be a lil' bit more careful with her heels.haha.she got into the next round actually.and ashley got out and she was like so shocked bcos she thought she was very pretty and she did ok so she was so sad.so let's see if i remember who went in:kyle,bre,nicole,jayla,cassandra,kim,nik,sarah,ebony,lisa,coryn,diane.my memory not that bad,huh.

twentyninth

2005-12-28T09:47:00.000+08:00

yayys!ok,so MU won west brom 3-0.their starting to thrash.alan smith was a substitute.so sad.anyway they won!and scholes scored,ferdinand scored and van nistelrooy scored.yipee!their on the move...

twentyeighth

2005-12-25T09:46:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!ok,bryan left for US on friday.and he would only come back on 6th jan.and he told me his application to princeton has been approved and so he would be going there after army in 2008 and in 2008 i would only be in sec 3.that sucks.anyway on the day he left,i was at my godma's place to celebrate christmas.and i fell ill.got food poisoning and high fever,so i was like some kind of bed ridden the whole day.to think id fall sick this festive season.how sad!what a pity!ok,i'm going to go church soon.have to like rush rush...so byeees...and merry x'mas and a happy new yr to everyone!!

twentyseventh

2005-12-21T12:33:00.000+08:00

i'm back frm malaysia.did so much shopping for presents and clothes.got to bring so much stuff home.this time gd girl never buy pirated dvds 'ome though i wanted to but didn't find any shop that sold.haha.and then on the way back saw ferrari,sports car speeding like the whole way.wonder whether they got fined bcos my father got fined 50 ringgit.so stupid.cant stand these traffic police always wasting time fining pple cos they greedy for money.haiya,so dumb.anyway i was like overjoyed when i knew that MU thrashed wigan flat 4-0 and then won aston villa 2-0.omg,they played so well!!!!!ok,and then during the game against aston villa,alan smith played for 8 minutes then he was substituted cos he was ill.so sad,so poor thing.went for jessica's christmas partae yesterday.gee!so fun!got so many boys...haha and like later a few boys came to play with us!haha!so fun...playing lame games and then later my parents had to come pick yanquan and i up so early.thought i could stay till 11 or ask my parents stay and wait for the carollers since my bro would be there.anyway,no chance.since yanquan had to go home.hoped the partae lasted 2 days.hahas...

twentysixth

2005-12-14T14:07:00.000+08:00

okeyys ya noe im crying...manu got kicked out of the champions league and so far drew with everton.but i all i know is that they are gonna beat wigan flat and thats all i care abt...

twentyfifth

2005-12-14T14:03:00.000+08:00

will be going malaysia tomorrow for 3 nights.2 nights in genting and 1 night in kl,sunway lagoon.would be the only child there.sigh*but what i know is that its gonna be fun!

twentyfourth

2005-12-12T10:55:00.000+08:00

got sec 1 maths assesment to do.have no shit idea what it is.soooooooo difficult.i wonder how im gonna do in sec sch...........

twentythird

2005-12-06T13:47:00.000+08:00

at my uncle's house now.so bored...thats why decided to use his com.aiya,dun understand why i must be the only girl in my family.

twentysecond

2005-12-03T11:27:00.000+08:00

auntie came frm paris today.cousin getting married,so i'll be busy...

twentyfirst

2005-11-30T09:35:00.000+08:00

sign up for sch already.decided to go back to ij.so sad yanquan and nicole going nanyang.went to sign up with amanda then went to meet yanquan,michelle and celine at toa payoh interchange then went out to have lunch and galivant.

twentieth

2005-11-25T07:53:00.000+08:00

got psle results back liao.beat my bro but did not do that well also.dunno what sch to go to.so xian...

nineteenth

2005-11-22T17:10:00.000+08:00

it's celine's bday today.we went to celebrate it for her.so bad amanda didn't go with us.we went bowling at yio chu kang.so many things happened...

eighteenth

2005-11-21T18:08:00.000+08:00

went to malaysia.came back today.missed the manu match against charlton.im so happy that alan scored a goal.im so happy that ive gone crazy.but im crying cos i missed the match and i actually wanted to see him play!:(but he still rawks!!!!

seventeenth

2005-11-17T17:25:00.000+08:00

watched harry potter and the goblet of fire today.it was so nice...so sad cedric died,he lked so cute!!!!!anyway i thought cho would go with harry later but they didn't.so sad.i thought hermione lked quite pretty but not at the ball.she lked quite ugly there.harry shouldn't have gone to the ball with that indian girl.she wasn't compatible with him.but the show's ending is always that harry would be the sole winner or something gd would turn out for harry.so you could never expect the worst when you watch harry potter.

sixteenth

2005-11-16T09:14:00.000+08:00

its the last day of school,im the happiest girl in the world!

fifteenth

2005-11-15T09:11:00.000+08:00

went to watch just like heaven today.so nice,so funny.went to watch with yan quan and michelle.then went to take neoprint had a great day.

fourteenth

2005-11-12T12:36:00.000+08:00

my father's b'day today.had mango cake frm prima deli.so nice!just gave him a card.just can't stand having b'days on fridays.cannot eat meat,sigh!

thirteenth

2005-11-11T01:03:00.000+08:00

sorry haven't been posting.had no time to use the com.anyway,i'm so happy that manchester united won chelsea!hehe!jose mourinho's guys sucked.alan smith was so gd,he was the man of the match!i think...darren fletcher seriously lks like a chicken,also agreed by my brother.oh ya wrote a poem cos' got nothing to do.

although this journey of education,
has not reached its destination,
i have to leave part of it behind,for its like a mountain i have to climb.
the dangers of slipping and falling down,
are like difficulties i face all round.
the feeling to be able to reach the peak,
is a feeling that restores even after a week.
but although its going to be years to there,
the patience in me is always there.
no burden carried on my back,
i am having loads of fun and feeling so relaxed.
for my teams of friends would always be there,
they would not leave me,theywould never dare.
i do remember my teachers tell me,
we are one and one are we.
so even if we get angry with one another,
we would always make up before dusk is near.
though anytime we may leave each other,
we would always remain best friends forever.
my teachers who never gave me any pressure,
were teachers full of joy and laughter.
and although someties they are rather fierce,
it would never be worse than the ice cold pierce.
i would admit the journey is long,
but i know that hope is never forlorn.

twelth

2005-10-31T02:52:00.000+08:00

i can't believe manchester united lost to middlesbrough 4-1.its just unbelievable.manu never lost until so badly.maybe its because i didn't watch the match.just hope they win the other matches and continuing playing hard.they cannot continue losing!so utterly disappointed...

eleventh

2005-10-29T09:49:00.000+08:00

i'm 12 today.happy birthday to me!went out today with my friends.had so many presents,so difficult to carry home.had blackforest cake from hans.so nice!oh ya,happy birthday alan!hope you had as many presents as i did!good luck in your game tomorrow!

tenth

2005-10-28T09:20:00.000+08:00

had grad tea today.it was so damn fun.we did not win the talent quest but we were so happy that shi jin was ms IJ.she totally rocked!had buffet lunch there.the food there was like quite ok.i think the dance was damn nice lor.they had to pay so much money to learn the dance steps and they still didn't win.how disappointing.i thought the dance steps were very nice and was something new to everyone.yah but maybe not to the judges.anyway,shijin still won and the top 3 had tiaras.so cool!like a real princess.after that,wew went to j8 to take neoprints.it was so fun,designing it and all.

ninth

2005-10-26T07:25:00.000+08:00

went to orchid country club today for dining etiquette.the food there was quite ok lah.but i loved the ice-cream.so nice leh.ate half of my friend's one,i'm so greedy!hehe.

eighth

2005-10-25T09:52:00.000+08:00

carried my new converse bag to school today.had a talk about deportment.quite useful,but its not that easy to learn.went to j8 to look for graduation tea clothes.friends wanted to go to my house to look at my high-heeled shoes.yan quan was so friendly to my brother.rained so heavily later.planning to watch america's next top model tonight.hope kahlen wins,i think she's the best!

seventh

2005-10-23T18:29:00.000+08:00

went to pierce my ear today at b'dazzle at wisma atria.very pain leh.both punch at the same time.spent almost $80 on it.it hurts now.never new that it was so expensive.at least,i'll get to wear earrings in the future.

sixth

2005-10-23T02:25:00.000+08:00

i am willing to become the angel that you love the most in your fairytales.i will stretch my both arms and become wings to protect you.you must believe,believe that we will be like fairytales,happy is our ending.so touching...tong hua...

gonna watch football today.manu against tottenham hotspurs.bet manu will win.hehe,can see alan smith again.hes so cute!

fifth

2005-10-21T22:15:00.000+08:00

went to escape theme park today.sat almost all the rides.so fun and so thrilling.went there with friends.after sitting most of the rides,felt so sick and felt like puking.the wet and wild was not refreshing as it was like so polluted and the water was so smelly and dirty.the alpha 8 was so damn scary,i almost flew off the cart.before we left,we had candy floss.it was really huge and so sticky.had such a great time but think im going to get sick tomorrow.

fourth

2005-10-21T00:40:00.000+08:00

going bowling today at yio chu kang with friends.watched the repeat football match of manchester united against lille.so bad it was a draw but at least i got to see alan smith.he looked so cute in his jersey just hope he becomes a better player in the future.hes taking over roy keane now as mid-fielder.at least he ever scored a goal when he was at leeds.hehe,hes born on the same day as me just that hes 13 yrs older than me.if only i could go to manchester,england one day to see him.

third

2005-10-19T11:03:00.000+08:00

went to potong pasir .wanted to play archery but not allowed to so played badminton for awhile there.went to mcdonalds to eat lunch then went to spans jom clubhouse at jalan rajah to play bowling.i lost the first game with only 28 points because mine go to the drain all the time dunno wads wrong with me then my luck changed on the 2nd game cos' i won!i got 93 points,so happy but everyone played well.

second

2005-10-18T08:17:00.000+08:00

planning to watch america's next top model today.supporting kahlen.just hope she wins.hate naima and keenyah.think they suck.naima is so tomboyish and keenyah loves to quarrel with people.so not ladylike.i sorta like kahlen's bit of weirdness.i find her quite cute.

first

2005-10-17T01:42:00.000+08:00

dad leaving for america today.hes coming back after ten days which i think is long but its cool cos i can sleep on the masterbed!and he gets to sit business class is that unfair or what?i had to sit economy class all the way to canada which was about 24 hrs and my father gets to sit business class cos hes entitled for it.i just love his company.feel like working there cos most of his expenses is like all paid.cant wait to finish this long journey of education.